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Stick a Fricken Fork in Meh I'm DONE

I am DONE with school.

I am DONE with being white.

I am DONE with being taunted because of that.

Low-Down: I go to a multi-ethnic high school. I just started this year and so didn't every 2012 freshman. The only difference between myself and teh other 110 freshmen, I'm the only white girl. There's nothing wrong about being in a school that is mainly african american or hispanic, I mean, I'm not racist, I just feel different. I'm not used to being a minority. I don't mean to sound hateful, because I'm not. Ever since the first day these are the statistics I've come up with:

  • I'm white, so obviously I'm racist
  • I'm white, so obviously I cheat on every Spanish test
  • I'm white, so obviously I wanted John McCain to be our president
  • I'm white, so obviously I hate everyone in our class because they're black or hispanic

NONE OF THIS IS TRUE! I'm most certainly NOT racist, my parents raised me better. I do NOT cheat on Spanish tests. I have an A+ in that class for the first time since the seventh grade. So my success is obviously false because it's not. I wanted Obama to win, most def. I don't hate EVERYONE IN THE CLASS! ONLY THE PEOPLE THAT PISS ME OFF.

Two weeks ago: They push me into a locker, 'oh it doesn't hurt, get over it white girl'.

One week ago: They throw candy wrappers, lollipop sticks, paperballs, etc. at me during last period.

Yesterday: They hit me with notebooks DURING class. And it hurt like hell.

By 'they' I mean the seven to nineteen people in my class that choose to tease and hurt me continually. To be honest, I have no friends at this school. Just the two from my old school. Yesterday, after school when I was walking to the train station to go home after school, I was literally crying. And I didn't even know it until someone asked me ''what's wrong".  I just need to get out. I am sooo DONE.


Posted on 11/14/2008 3:29 PM Visits: 49
keaton: 11/23/2008 6:23 PM
I went to a mostly hispanic/african american school for a few months, and the latina girls bullied me a lot. id reccomend talking to a teacher or guidance counselor about it. they already hate you, so trying to make it better for yourself by getting the protection of your school is going to eventually make your situation better, although they'll all be pissed at you for a while..
but seriously, go talk to an adult at school, cause that's the last thing you need!
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